Aug 04, 2004 00:32
the past day has been very painful, and i am growing more and more aware of how much life sucks.
here are the things i have learned:
people are thankless. they dont care about you, so long as they get what they want. (i learned this from my mother and her demands.)
People are tricky and deceitful. they can lead you down so many roads and all over until they stop and realize they dont wanna lead you anymore, and leave you in the middle of the intersection. (i learned this from matt k and his split and hurtful decisions)
People talk. nothing is sacred, nothing is yours. there is no such think as privacy anymore, there is no such thing as trust. (i learned this from kayla and her conversations.)
there is some beauty in the world. (i learned this from andy with him just being there, and kelsey with her broken bird.)
i need a lover i dont have to love. (i learned this from bright eyes, its a song.)
Life is just one big tragedy.