Apr 09, 2005 12:27
So my mom is giving me some slack on me being sick. I get to go to Chris's (drummer for Without Glory) surprise birthday party with Zac. FINALLY, we will have Zac's guitar shit back, so that should be fun to practice with him. He's really picky about his music, even if a breakdown is kinda slow, he shuts it down. So it's hard sometimes.
Speaking of the band, did I mention our first show is going to most likely be with AS CITIES BURN!? holy shit, I cummed myself!
That'll be in late June. We need a 5 song set.
We have one song so far in the 3-4 weeks of practice. It may seem like it's going slow, but songs are hard to write people, c'mon.
So I miss a lot of my old friends. I miss John, Sara, Katie, Teddi, Jordan, ect. AKA the Cornerstone Crew haha. I've been beating myself up lately about stuff. I just keep blaming myself for them not wanting to be with me sometimes. I only get calls from Jordan and John. They're the only ones that really keep in touch. Maybe it's because of my lost faith? It's not something I'm proud of. I wish I had faith. Lately, I've actually felt a pull towards it in some ways.
Anyways, I really miss those people quite a bit. They were like family... Families aren't supposed to part ways...