show me what you got, baby
yeeeeeah.
i started working out again because, i saw the movie 'click'
and sure it's an adam sandler movie
BUT IT WAS SUPER GOOD.
and it made me like change my whole perspective on life hahaha, lame lame i knowww
but definitely gonna like be more friendly. hahahaa. i guess. i duno. like, the message of the movie was to take care of people you love right NOW and not try to fast forward through your life and shit because it's not the end result that matters, it's the journey that took you there. haha omggg i sound gay!
point is, yeah. so just like live now for what's NOW and don't worry about anything else and have fun and be awesome.
and also, work out so i'm not fat as shit like adam sandler was in the movie for a little because he kept eatinggg and i keep eatinggg so i def worked out like, right after i watched it.
but now my abs are feeling it more haha. and i might do more later too. anywayyyyy:::
pertaining to life and who is in mine and who matters:
this boy, who matters a lot to me, is slowly disappearing from it. and i miss him a lot alot a lot but i've decided i can't be the only one. if he misses me too, which i know he does because he told me before and he's not that much of a compulsive liar that he'd lie about that shit, then he'll call me one of these days.
sure, it was a dick move to not call on my birthday but whatevs he knew i was mad and busy and he was probably busy and we talked the night before anyway. like, i talked to him less than a week ago. why am i complaining? i duno.
i guess the point is that i really do still care about him and after that whole movie-life-perspective thing, i want him IN MY LIFE and i don't want us to miss our chance at being completely totally happy cuz that's how i feel when i'm with him. fuck this b.s.
and i don't want to like completely complain about it, because even though i guess i seem sort of clingy and shit, i really don't feel like it. i'm just saying how i feel about him and even though i miss him and i don't want stuff to end, i'll be okay with whatever the outcome is.
HOPEFULLY we will get back together as soon as he realizes, hey, i know i'm busy and i know that i'm stressed a lot but this girl is fucking amazing and i like her and for some strange reason she likes me too and i want her IN MY LIFE.
cuz hey, i ain't ugly.
i started working out again because, i saw the movie 'click'
and sure it's an adam sandler movie
BUT IT WAS SUPER GOOD.
and it made me like change my whole perspective on life hahaha, lame lame i knowww
but definitely gonna like be more friendly. hahahaa. i guess. i duno. like, the message of the movie was to take care of people you love right NOW and not try to fast forward through your life and shit because it's not the end result that matters, it's the journey that took you there. haha omggg i sound gay!
point is, yeah. so just like live now for what's NOW and don't worry about anything else and have fun and be awesome.
and also, work out so i'm not fat as shit like adam sandler was in the movie for a little because he kept eatinggg and i keep eatinggg so i def worked out like, right after i watched it.
but now my abs are feeling it more haha. and i might do more later too. anywayyyyy:::
pertaining to life and who is in mine and who matters:
this boy, who matters a lot to me, is slowly disappearing from it. and i miss him a lot alot a lot but i've decided i can't be the only one. if he misses me too, which i know he does because he told me before and he's not that much of a compulsive liar that he'd lie about that shit, then he'll call me one of these days.
sure, it was a dick move to not call on my birthday but whatevs he knew i was mad and busy and he was probably busy and we talked the night before anyway. like, i talked to him less than a week ago. why am i complaining? i duno.
i guess the point is that i really do still care about him and after that whole movie-life-perspective thing, i want him IN MY LIFE and i don't want us to miss our chance at being completely totally happy cuz that's how i feel when i'm with him. fuck this b.s.
and i don't want to like completely complain about it, because even though i guess i seem sort of clingy and shit, i really don't feel like it. i'm just saying how i feel about him and even though i miss him and i don't want stuff to end, i'll be okay with whatever the outcome is.
HOPEFULLY we will get back together as soon as he realizes, hey, i know i'm busy and i know that i'm stressed a lot but this girl is fucking amazing and i like her and for some strange reason she likes me too and i want her IN MY LIFE.
cuz hey, i ain't ugly.