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Im sitting here and i have tears that wanna fall, that need to fall but they can't. I don't want you to call me over sensitive, not for what im saying, i don't wanna shut you out, ever.. but im scared if i feel like i am being.. overly sensitive i will.. idk. I only would because i never wanted my emotions to be a burden or, to be a sign of weakness, i never wanted anyone to know how much pain i can actually feel and can't contain. My minds dwelling back to my childhood, all of what i have lost.. to when my grannie was alive and no matter what i try to do, i can't escape my mind. I need you, i love you, and i just need you to tell me its alright, i need you to comfort me and will away my tears. Please just be there, just listen to me, or just capture me, and make me get lost in your beauty, make me get lost in who you are. ha.