(sigh) i love reminising on old memories....
Yea so today i read Connor's (haha not YOUR old connor jamie..MY old connor!!) letters that he wrote to me LAST summer. it was so sweet while it lasted. he was my first love. and im totally not just saying that. i mean some people just go out w/ someone and they say that they love that person already...just like that. you cant just love someone like that. it has to be like a deeper connetion i guess...?
anyways...i read them tonight. and before..everytime i would read them i would always feel so sad. now i feel like...hopeful almost. i was so pitiful. that summer..since it was a long distance thing..i remember crying in bed at night b/c i missed him so much..and all i wanted was for him to be there.
thats ancient history now..im over it. there was always so much drama. even now there is. its never going to be the same between us..which is ok i guess...? welll..no i guess its not ok..but i cant really fix it.
alright well..i can see that that is boring you so im going to get to the point:
even though a person is not a major part of your life anymore..they will always be in your thoughts..for a very very long time.
anyways...i read them tonight. and before..everytime i would read them i would always feel so sad. now i feel like...hopeful almost. i was so pitiful. that summer..since it was a long distance thing..i remember crying in bed at night b/c i missed him so much..and all i wanted was for him to be there.
thats ancient history now..im over it. there was always so much drama. even now there is. its never going to be the same between us..which is ok i guess...? welll..no i guess its not ok..but i cant really fix it.
alright well..i can see that that is boring you so im going to get to the point:
even though a person is not a major part of your life anymore..they will always be in your thoughts..for a very very long time.