Truth be told, im a liar

Jan 23, 2004 10:01

Hello, whats new?

School sucked really bad yesterday. Probablly cause it was the first time i realized that im gonna fail the class..the whole class is based around one research paper, and i don't have the time...maybe i have the time...but i don't have the brains to write a research paper. I always get really..lost and confused so i start to not care. I also realized that, considering im going to a community colledge i find myself not taking it as seriously..it all feels like something im doing on my spare time..but this is it, and i still don't know what the hell im doing.

Im gonna try to get ahold of the gentlemen today cause i don't think i have to work so we can possibly practice. Im sorry to everyone in advance for jamas..if its 5 dollars im sorry you waisted it..if its 10 cents im sorry you waisted it..if its free im sorry you waisted your time. Its gonna be bad. For one big reason...no singer.

I was actually thinking about jamas and how bad its gonna be, and all of a sudden the "benefit" show back in insur-x-tion days came back. How fuckin horrible, we were so bad...we seriously couldn't get a crowd when trying to raise money for a young kid dieing of cancer!!! what the fuck. And now whenever me or jeff meet someone they're always like.."wait, weren't you in..." YES!!! if i could go back and kick myself in the nuts for ever considering continuing that band i would!

No, thats being to negative..it did help us in some areas..just like all this new band stuff is helping..its all a growing process. The music has swelled to something awesome lately but now we need james to back it up.

I feel like people are mad at me..not sure why. just kinda do.

Im done, have a good day.

Joe

P.S. I personally like all things ivory the most but im so sick of trying to set a name that i don't even care anymore.
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