Shit.
I think I'm depressed again. All I want to do is sleep and eat and I feel like within 4 days I've put on weight. I don't want to talk to people, I don't want to play video games, I don't want to do anything. I just... do nothing. Though, I know what's probably causing it. My family is in pieces, and near the holidays it's of course amplified. My parents have been fighting for a while now, and since we can't afford a divorce, they're just kind of dealing with it. Well, they both told me that things are better but of course they lied. And coming home to realize it's worse, after being under extreme stress for four months, doesn't help. At all. Christ... I just wish they wouldn't all talk shit about each other to me.