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so i had my first night of work last night. it wasnt bad at all, actually kind of fun. i was just training so i didnt actually wait any tables, until the very end of the night, i served a couple. it was a lil scary but ill get used to it. then donnie called me and told me him and max were having a bday party at maxs house. so i decided i would go just to get out and see all of those boysss...when i got there i walked right into 2 blunts and a bowl goin around...whaaaat..i got pretty ripped for suuuure. then we walked into the party and it was more of a party party then i expected. so i was high off my asshole and i really didnt know anyone besides like madison, leland, max, donnie..and a couple others. but i felt like i was following them or something. i dunno i just pretty much freeeeeeeeeeaked out and dipped. i really couldnt handle it. it was weird. whatever. that ruined my high actually so now im looking to get high again today..but i doubt i will cuz i dont have moneyyyy...