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So I'm pretty much ruining my life with each passing day. No, it really does feel like that. I can't afford to do this again, not now. I have so much to do. I have so much studying. No really, I do. I can't be depressed, blue, down in the dumps, with the slumps. I don't get it. I'm fine. Perfectly happy and content for a few weeks at a time when BAM something happens. it seems like something always hits me like a brick wall and makes me feel like nothing is right. This time it was as simple as getting excited in anticipation of something and having that something not live up to my expectations. These sorts of anticlimaxes happen all day, to everyone. Why does something always happen to bust my bubble?