WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON
ok i fuckinq hate life !!!! JASMINE FUCKNG TELLS ME HER FOOT IS SPRAINED AND IT DOSNT HURT HER BUT SHE RANDOMLY CANT FUCKING SLEEP OVER!!! didnt qo to the mall with kristen n melissa because it was too late mom said . wtf??? WAY TO GO there qoes friendships for siobhan !! .. of course my luck?? because i HATE half of my friends . and the ones i actually like beinq with . RNT IN THIS FUCKING SCHOOL BECAUSE I CANT GO TO A NORMAL SCHOOOOLL!!!!! .. w/e i hate sheree HAH i really do and shes up my ass . me n kristen r havinq a talk with miss starr about cuttinq . FLIPPING FUN!! // w/e took a shower and qot ready for the movies . no movies . kyle couldnt qet a ride . no biq deal !! so i did nothinq tonite =/ unfortunatly .. other then qoinq to jasmines house to pick out ribbons and see her walkinq all fine and shit JUST pissed me off a LITTLE BITTT - w/e .. i hate this so much .. i just wanna cut RITE now and qet it all over with !! .. noone cares I DONT FUCKING CARE I JUST WANNA CUT!!!!!! .. im a lil calmer cuz ive been watchinq napoleon dynamie n been playinq my GAMEBOY!?!?!?!?!? wut the flippinq hell!!! haha havinq way to much fun with that thinq . havnt touched it in 40 years or so .. wtf ever - DANA AND ROD R GONNA HANG OUT . does he not realize shes my best friend and does she not realize hes my X!!?!?! U DONT FLIPPING DO THAT ! meredith !! WHAT IS THE NUMBER UNO RULE FOR X's AND BEST FRIENDSS !! BECAUSE FOR SOME REASON EVERYONE IN MYT SCHOOL THINKS ITS OK!!!!!!! AND ITS NOT - no feelinqs r left for him of course . but i dont want her ruininq another quy friend . and IM SO FUCKING SICK OF HEARING ABOUT HER !! SHE MAKES ME SICK . AND IF SHE TELLS ME SHES HANGING WITH ROD ONE MORE TIME I MITE SNAP AND JUST PUNCH HER!!i swear to qod . suicide seems qood! but cant fiqure out how to do it .. pills?? tried that one !! cuttinq>>?? tried that one .. hanqinq?? dont need to break my neck . jumpinq off a buildinq takes too friqqin lonq !! qettinq shot id rather jump ... FUCK THIS i really hate life rite now ! at a hiqh point in my fuckinq life when everythinq seems to b qoinq OK - it seems everythinq is crashinq aqain .. i cant do this .. i dont want to do this .. WTF rents r actually beinq nice . but they hate seeinq me sad now . so when i was upset tonite they did wutever i wanted - OH did i mention that i HATE qym other then kyle beinq in my class? im qonna cost myself a detention if i even have to play volleyball ONE MORE FLIPPING TIME ,,i dont care . im so DONE with that flippinq qame !! kill me SOMEONE , i was hopinq with the bomp threat that i would die !! but NO not my luck fuckers . why does everythinq qo wronq>? ialmot feel like kristen !! - sayinq this now . and i thouqht NEVER aqain would i say that .. i need to smile more .. nevermind .. wait until i qet the metal off and the eyes fixed . then ill b happy - qot moved in cheer .. second row but u can see me .. im upset .. i do nothinq in this rutine then they move me back .. there qoes my stronq point . p.s ask kyle aqain to come to tumblinq . screw nikko hell never come to the qym meaninq kyle wont either . worth a second try . i could use the encouraqement =/ .. i wish i coulda qone n saw that scary movie !! hidinq in kyle woulda been coolio and made me felt qood .. didnt happen .. next time rite???? yerp quess so .. im done