this sucks
actually . yeaa - so me n andrew r qoinq out .. but the weird thinq is its not really OFFICIAL ha we just kinda fell into it !! which is totally cool ♥ . he knows me better then i kno myself!! but hey we had a lil issue w/ heather but yea that was def my fault - MOVING ON ♥ . me n kyle r cool aqain - yes .. aqain - qood qood - i have a drs appointment on like thursday to qet my blood suqar tested because at competition i had an "anxiety" attack? and i couldnt breathe . and i was cryinq for no reason . and i was shakinq n my heart beats been up sinse and ive been real JUMPY - and my heart hurts sometime .. woot .. needles MY FAVE!! met a kid from our school at sylvan MAJOR LOSERRRR with a damn capitol L - fuckinq freak , but yea scotts qreat as hell haha i love that quy !! he asked me how much i drank the nite of my party ... it was more like the nite AFTER =p andrews drinkinq tonite .. lucky biotchh ♥ haha ill qet my turn - perkins sweet 16 is this weekend!! and so is jasmines birthday! all excitinq shit .. knock on wood - oh we won in calli .. and calli was beautiful and so was disney and wow i had alot of fun other then me tryinq to kill liz!! qreat .. so now im qonna have to qo for some PSYCIC evaulation to text me for anxiety .. cuz ive been qettin nervous ALOT . like not even nervous - just ill start THINKING and my heart qoes up and i cant breathe - so somthinqs up .. maybe i need like a sedative or somthinq [haha humor to myself] the plane ride was amazinq back thats all i can say - had my own tv in the back of the seat as well as everyone else!! .. yeaa so i need to qet some new pics up on myspace LIKE ITS MY JOB! - very well then .. i love andrew i really do and i really missed him alot over this weekend and im so happy to see him =] p.s
siobhan ur really uqly .. ew
yeaa im def learninq to cope - ok well qot back to school today and everyone was like OMG UR BACK I MISSED OU .. i felt kinda loved for the first time!! it was sweet.. sweet? who the FUCK says sweet !! very well then - i want aqua contacts cuz im cool like that =] hhahahah FUCKING LOSERRRRRR very well then . i dunno . i need to shave my leqs badly . and i need to wash my hair . and i need to stop bitinq my lips apart! they hurt now .. but heyy - what r ya qonna do - im only kissin my one boy =] awwww i love him so much ♥ - heard kyles with veronica - qood for him .. cute couple!! i really mean it - .. heard some stuff about invites . heard that im on the team NO DOUBT ABOUT IT cuz they so called love me .. and i heard kim olearys qettinq pulled up! WOOT WOOT - ttyl
siobhan ur really uqly .. ew
yeaa im def learninq to cope - ok well qot back to school today and everyone was like OMG UR BACK I MISSED OU .. i felt kinda loved for the first time!! it was sweet.. sweet? who the FUCK says sweet !! very well then - i want aqua contacts cuz im cool like that =] hhahahah FUCKING LOSERRRRRR very well then . i dunno . i need to shave my leqs badly . and i need to wash my hair . and i need to stop bitinq my lips apart! they hurt now .. but heyy - what r ya qonna do - im only kissin my one boy =] awwww i love him so much ♥ - heard kyles with veronica - qood for him .. cute couple!! i really mean it - .. heard some stuff about invites . heard that im on the team NO DOUBT ABOUT IT cuz they so called love me .. and i heard kim olearys qettinq pulled up! WOOT WOOT - ttyl