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blah. well i just called jackie and she was tripping. she decided
that we weren't working out and should only be friends now..i'm really bummed. she was an awesome girl. i must be a horrible guy.
previous to this i started my job at sheetz today makin $8.25/hr which i am syked about. i will finally get some decent hours and make good money. Other than that, school is already pissing me off. I tried to switch outta my physics class but my guidance counselor informed me that i could only take chem or physics, and since my parents won't let me take chem i am stuck. fuck me.
I am getting stressed out with my constant schedule of school, work, sleep. I have to fit my homework into there somewhere, and i am having the worst hours making it impossible to ever do anything with my friends. so yet again i'm stuck with myself all the time. i really don't need any of this. no wonder I can't keep a gf. i have to be the crappiest bf.
I can't wait till I can drive, Oct. 15th should be the latest that I can. I am so ready for it. I have been waiting forever to finally be allowed to drive like everyone else. Also my group will be done within the month, so no more probation commitments. I can focus on school and work. Maybe with the driving I can have extra time for friends. Then maybe i won't be such a shitty bf always working and what not, but then again it may just be me. i'm done. I need some sleep to get a break from the shit. This week has sucked. I am just in a fuck it mood. I'm stressed, and wayy down right now. I need to talk to someone, but no one i can talk to. fuck.
that we weren't working out and should only be friends now..i'm really bummed. she was an awesome girl. i must be a horrible guy.
previous to this i started my job at sheetz today makin $8.25/hr which i am syked about. i will finally get some decent hours and make good money. Other than that, school is already pissing me off. I tried to switch outta my physics class but my guidance counselor informed me that i could only take chem or physics, and since my parents won't let me take chem i am stuck. fuck me.
I am getting stressed out with my constant schedule of school, work, sleep. I have to fit my homework into there somewhere, and i am having the worst hours making it impossible to ever do anything with my friends. so yet again i'm stuck with myself all the time. i really don't need any of this. no wonder I can't keep a gf. i have to be the crappiest bf.
I can't wait till I can drive, Oct. 15th should be the latest that I can. I am so ready for it. I have been waiting forever to finally be allowed to drive like everyone else. Also my group will be done within the month, so no more probation commitments. I can focus on school and work. Maybe with the driving I can have extra time for friends. Then maybe i won't be such a shitty bf always working and what not, but then again it may just be me. i'm done. I need some sleep to get a break from the shit. This week has sucked. I am just in a fuck it mood. I'm stressed, and wayy down right now. I need to talk to someone, but no one i can talk to. fuck.