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it's been awhile since i updated this. not much has been happening. well actually alot but yeah. I just got a cell phone like 2 weeks ago and i've been getting pretty cool with alot of old friends and lots of new ones. i'm going to be 17 on friday, June 4th. woohoo. just closer to the day my parents kick me out of the house onto the street. atleast that's what they told me. they said i can have a party next saturday, so i'm trying to have a bunch of my friends come over but it's hard getting my parents to negotiate on having more people. My girlfriend is going to residential and that really upsets me. i don't want her to leave. i'm going to be so alone. blah. i've moved to the second phase of my drug treatment program and i've been hanging out with my sponsor jeremiah alot more. he's really cool. we went out to an AA meeting on friday and then went to mike's diner for awhile to hang out and i saw some old friends that i missed. it was fun. my parents have been getting pissed at me though because i don't get the right grades, or i don't do the right things for them to trust me so i still can't drive and i constantly get bitched at. a week ago i got into a fight with my mom about my college fund, she said that they decided that they weren't going to pay for my college anymore and that i was moving out the day i turned 18. i asked "what if i don't have anywhere to go?", but she said she didn't care. so i asked "so you don't care if i live in the streets like a damn bum?", and she said that she didn't give a shit. so yeah. that's basically where i'm at.
the other day i cursed out patrick at my drug group and my parents had to stay after to talk to him, and they wouldn't let me come in, so i stood outside and listened. it hurts to hear people talk so much shit about right behind your back and act like they care in your face. yeah. so all that sucks. my job is getting boring. i'm trying to see if my friend rashad can help me get a new job at sheetz, i hope so. pays better atleast. i hope i can atleast have a good birthday, and i look forward to summer. yeah well i've just been ranting on and on. enough of this. i love you all.
your friend,
Topher.
the other day i cursed out patrick at my drug group and my parents had to stay after to talk to him, and they wouldn't let me come in, so i stood outside and listened. it hurts to hear people talk so much shit about right behind your back and act like they care in your face. yeah. so all that sucks. my job is getting boring. i'm trying to see if my friend rashad can help me get a new job at sheetz, i hope so. pays better atleast. i hope i can atleast have a good birthday, and i look forward to summer. yeah well i've just been ranting on and on. enough of this. i love you all.
your friend,
Topher.