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So yeah today started out shitty, continued down a shitty path....and I can tell it's going to end shitty as well! I don't know what's wrong with me, I think I'm having a relaps.....argh not good. The pots getting to me again, I told Heather H and Tony that I'm depressed again and that they need to keep the pot away from me, and I'm going to stay away from them. I think it's time for me to grow up, I have a tendancy to hide behind weed, and that's not good, so it's time to change that. Work sucked today, Cindi was her normal bitchy self, I was half asleep (I actually had to buy a energy drink!) and we had like 4 customers come in today! lol Last night was shitty....Stephanie started shit again! Why does she play games that are so from the 5th grade? Omg she tried to blame everything on me!! lol how funny! After I delt with that I went to Jays to watch a movie, but didn't b/c it was too long, b/w, and old!! My A.D.D. wouldn't allow it! So I played online till about 2:30ish then went to Browns and watched Sin City (I need to finish it tho) left there at 5ish and drove home falling asleep, crashed so hard when I got home! I have a feeling I should have just gone home yesterday....I think I'm slightly getting on Matts nerves, I mean he kinda seemed stand-offish He just didn't seem like he wanted to me to be around....idk maybe I'm wrong....I was in left field all day so it's def. possiable! I think I'm not sleeping enough lately, I'm depressed again and don't know why.....maybe it's the sleep thing?!?! I'm sure work has a lot to do with it! Ok I have to go see my Grandma for a lil bit.....I'll update more later!