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Two headed boy all floating in glass, the sun it
has passed now it's blacker than black.
I can hear as you tap on your jaw.
I am listening to hear where you are.
I am listening to hear where you are.
Two headed boy, put on sunday shoes, and
dance round the room to accordion keys with
the needle that sings in your heart catching
signals that sound in the dark.
We will take off our clothes and he'll be placing fingers through the
notches in your spine and it will break everything that you
tried to keep inside.
Now your eyes ain't moving, now they just lay there.
Two headed boy with pulleys and weights
creating a radio played just for two in the parlor
with a moon across his face and through the
music he sweetly displays silver speakers that
sparkle all day made for his lover who's floating
and choking with his hands across his face.
I will take you and leave you alone watching
spirals of white softly flow over your eyelids and
all you did will wait until the point when you let go.
I always thought that underneath it all you did care.
That you loved me even though you couldn't show it all.
But when I've needed you, you haven't been there.
And you would rather be absent from my life than fucking deal with whatever your problem is.
You're the one who ran away.
I should have known with a boy like you
Your middle name is always
I'd always love you
And now that that's off my chest: I'm having a great day. Katie is coming down tonight.
I feel alive, and normal, and stable.
Today my mom was talking about one of her boyfriends she had when I was little. And she was talking to dude about the time he almost broke my arm, and the time I broke my ankle, and she said that I deserved it a little for being bratty. I decided then that there is a special place in hell for people like her.
I wasn't ever home as a child, and not much has changed.
has passed now it's blacker than black.
I can hear as you tap on your jaw.
I am listening to hear where you are.
I am listening to hear where you are.
Two headed boy, put on sunday shoes, and
dance round the room to accordion keys with
the needle that sings in your heart catching
signals that sound in the dark.
We will take off our clothes and he'll be placing fingers through the
notches in your spine and it will break everything that you
tried to keep inside.
Now your eyes ain't moving, now they just lay there.
Two headed boy with pulleys and weights
creating a radio played just for two in the parlor
with a moon across his face and through the
music he sweetly displays silver speakers that
sparkle all day made for his lover who's floating
and choking with his hands across his face.
I will take you and leave you alone watching
spirals of white softly flow over your eyelids and
all you did will wait until the point when you let go.
I always thought that underneath it all you did care.
That you loved me even though you couldn't show it all.
But when I've needed you, you haven't been there.
And you would rather be absent from my life than fucking deal with whatever your problem is.
You're the one who ran away.
I should have known with a boy like you
Your middle name is always
I'd always love you
And now that that's off my chest: I'm having a great day. Katie is coming down tonight.
I feel alive, and normal, and stable.
Today my mom was talking about one of her boyfriends she had when I was little. And she was talking to dude about the time he almost broke my arm, and the time I broke my ankle, and she said that I deserved it a little for being bratty. I decided then that there is a special place in hell for people like her.
I wasn't ever home as a child, and not much has changed.