Feb 20, 2007 16:41
After the comings and goings of what has happened with my views on my Existance, I may be close to discovering at least part of what is going on, and it seems to fail me, I may have been close to family in Hamilton, on the return to save Exodus and Lukas and...I don't realise it.
Now the blood in me stirs and people want to know me for something more, am I just the one and only last Carthian standing in the West of Canada, am I just a gangrel that others see as cannon fodder.
Now I see Exodus as a ...I'd like to say friend but I do not know him really at all, he has given me the option to see if I am one of his Blood, but I do not believe so, my time near the Ravenscarred did not awaken my blood, it was while they were North that my blood screamed with the pain of others.
Who is out there, and do they know of me, believe I am dead...are they testing me or was I a mistake that they would like to see erased from existance?
I have my Political views and the Carthian Movement suits them quite well, but my Spiritual side is waning and I need to begin to bolster it, I believe the Ordo has something that would work well for me, but can I stand the test of both my Politics and my faith?
After training with Cullpepper I need to go up into the interior with Hunter to help him discover if the territory he wants is safe, the Gangrel are travelling together even though the Covenants may disagree.
I miss Dominion but I believe she needs time with her family, and though some say I am welcome, it is hard to know if I truly am welcome, or if they are being nice to me or her.
ordo,
hunter,
exodus,
carthians,
dominion,
family,
cullpepper,
faith