Jan 31, 2008 00:36
A difference in a new beginning as I head across country to begin a journey that will take me to a different continent and it will mean something to more then just me, possibly to the whole Movement in the end. Reason behind my involvement seems to be that someone has judged me as an honorable man, though I do not know what basis they used to measure Honor.
There is something about all this that puts me on edge, as the one who contacted me to bring me into this, is trying to hide something important from me, though she does not realize I have figured at least some of it out. I am currently unsure as to the full extent of this experiment. I don’t believe she has figured out that I might have gleamed more knowledge then she has given me credit for. I’ve spent more time in the past year as the lone hunter, so that I had too become even more self reliant in my abilities and ways, and it seems to be working for me.
I travel to a Sire, whose pain I understand more then most, as he believes his childe is lost to him, and I bring word of her being alive. Mine was a different path, as I had to find her, and then the memories collided with me, so I went through the pain of loss and the joy of discovery is such a short time with Samantha, though I’d lost her for a century. So it seems fate has a hand in this, to return to the theme of discovering a lost childe. It makes me consider Samantha all the more, though the last time I tried to speak with her she was unable to speak at the time, possibly…….shouldn’t let my mind wander on the unpleasant possibilities.
samantha,
carthian