More specifically, I'm feeling this way because of how I've been acting the past few days. Granted.. I've done something with people almost every night this week so far. Monday night, I decided on an impromptu hiking trip to Natural Bridge at midnight; managed to get Ann to come with. Tuesday night, though exhausted, I left out, visited 3 different skate parks in 3 different cities, read, visited multiple comic shops, ate at 2 different resturaunts, read the first Dresden Files book a bit, and stayed over with a friend in louisville. I got the urge to start that little adventure around 10:00PM Tuesday night, and it didn't stop till right around 12:00 noon yesterday afternoon.
Yesterday, I woke up, poked around, read wikipedia, and then out of nowhere decided that I was going to a movie and asked Capn' if he wanted to go; first answer was yes, then no, then I told him I was paying and he was going. and that was kinda' that. ended up being 2 other people going too.
It's this kind of reinforcement that; while I definetly need at times, I'm afraid will change the way I approach my social/personal life. I can't really make more sense of it without complaining about the group dynamic of the circle of friends that I have and how it seems that the vote must be unianimous or however it's spelled, otherwise nothing happens. And it seems to be rare that a unified agreement is ever met head on. *headwobble* plus. It just seems like until this week, nobody is ever interested in doing stuff with me that I wanna' do. so. Fixin' the problem is leading to all this gung-ho attitude of mine that will eventually probably make me come off as an ass to people without me realizing it. I dunno. I should have stayed silent.
I dunno.. It's not that we don't do fun things together. They enjoy what they enjoy, and don't what they don't.. I guess it's kinda' like what you said about if that's how you feel, that's how you feel.
I just wish there were more people around who are interested in doing different things with me on a more consistent basis that dosen't involve resturaunts or gaming or movies -_-'.
I got the urge to start that little adventure around 10:00PM Tuesday night, and it didn't stop till right around 12:00 noon yesterday afternoon.
Yesterday, I woke up, poked around, read wikipedia, and then out of nowhere decided that I was going to a movie and asked Capn' if he wanted to go; first answer was yes, then no, then I told him I was paying and he was going. and that was kinda' that. ended up being 2 other people going too.
It's this kind of reinforcement that; while I definetly need at times, I'm afraid will change the way I approach my social/personal life. I can't really make more sense of it without complaining about the group dynamic of the circle of friends that I have and how it seems that the vote must be unianimous or however it's spelled, otherwise nothing happens. And it seems to be rare that a unified agreement is ever met head on. *headwobble* plus. It just seems like until this week, nobody is ever interested in doing stuff with me that I wanna' do. so. Fixin' the problem is leading to all this gung-ho attitude of mine that will eventually probably make me come off as an ass to people without me realizing it. I dunno. I should have stayed silent.
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I just wish there were more people around who are interested in doing different things with me on a more consistent basis that dosen't involve resturaunts or gaming or movies -_-'.
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