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every single day that passes by here brings a stronger desire to put the key into the ignition, turn it, and never come back.
however, it is reaching the unfortunate point of where I am annoying myself with stating this most obvious fact in a repeated fashion.
It is at this point that I find that I have reached a point where my actions are not being louder than my words.
And though I may throw many words out in a playful fashion, I don't like to be verbally playful with the things that make my soul feel as though it is bleeding from my ears with every second that passes by.
-_-. And I hate being told that I'm not doing my job when I'm only doing my job. It's like mixing acid and bases; bleach and ammonia; apples and oranges; turning on humidifiers and de-humidifiers at the same time.. it's counterproductive. And annoying as F#$@..
.. and I've been good about not swearing..
5 more minutes before I have to sit on a 3 hour string of this, and I have people trying to convince me to come have steak dinners with them and go see transformers tonight..
A bold and attractive offer; except I didn't get paid today either.
... what's not to love in this abomination of a city... ?
however, it is reaching the unfortunate point of where I am annoying myself with stating this most obvious fact in a repeated fashion.
It is at this point that I find that I have reached a point where my actions are not being louder than my words.
And though I may throw many words out in a playful fashion, I don't like to be verbally playful with the things that make my soul feel as though it is bleeding from my ears with every second that passes by.
-_-. And I hate being told that I'm not doing my job when I'm only doing my job. It's like mixing acid and bases; bleach and ammonia; apples and oranges; turning on humidifiers and de-humidifiers at the same time.. it's counterproductive. And annoying as F#$@..
.. and I've been good about not swearing..
5 more minutes before I have to sit on a 3 hour string of this, and I have people trying to convince me to come have steak dinners with them and go see transformers tonight..
A bold and attractive offer; except I didn't get paid today either.
... what's not to love in this abomination of a city... ?