Bah

[burnsforyou]

Is it me, or am I unlucky? I mean, I'm lucky for having a good family and whatnot, but lately things aren't going my way. The little things are slipping away from me. I don't believe that I have done too much wrong to cause this, but it is possible that I have. I have messed up plenty of things in my life, why would this be any different? Yet, this seems out of my reach. As if some force is keeping things I want just out of my reach, as if to taunt me. Perhaps I am blowing things out of proportion and I am just being moody. I admit that is entirely possible. I have had a rough few months, after certain things came to an ultimate boiling point. While I am doing my absolute best to get over that one thing, it still makes everyday things seem different. I appologize if I am coming off as moody and desperate. That is not my intent here, only to blow off some steam from what has been a rough day.

Thank you for putting up with my nonsense.