Goodbye
There comes a point in everybody's life when they must admit to having a breaking point. Mine, has long since been reached. Alot of things can happen in 15 months... People change, friends are made, fights happen, people learn lessons, and people adapt thier personality and views to fit thier current situation. Some things however, just dont change. Empathy, although rare these days, is a deadly desiese that eats its victims using thier own emotions to ruin thier lives. The ability to stand up for yourself is something that too many people take advantage of.
To keep words short, I simply lack the motivation, and the understanding of the reason to continue on in this pattern of pain, helplessness, and isolation. Even when I throw my neck on the line, just to help people avoid pain, I am told that nobody believes me and that i am pathetic. So if this place has no use for me, I have no use for this place.
I cant even mourn anything anymore. If anyone shows any emotion, they are weak and need to grow up. Maybe everyone else is right... Maybe there IS something wrong with me. Maybe i HAVE lost my mind. I dont know anymore. Actuly, I dont know much of anything anymore. The only thing I DO know, is very simple:
I miss the comfort of being sad.
Peace, Love, Empathy
Rob
To keep words short, I simply lack the motivation, and the understanding of the reason to continue on in this pattern of pain, helplessness, and isolation. Even when I throw my neck on the line, just to help people avoid pain, I am told that nobody believes me and that i am pathetic. So if this place has no use for me, I have no use for this place.
I cant even mourn anything anymore. If anyone shows any emotion, they are weak and need to grow up. Maybe everyone else is right... Maybe there IS something wrong with me. Maybe i HAVE lost my mind. I dont know anymore. Actuly, I dont know much of anything anymore. The only thing I DO know, is very simple:
I miss the comfort of being sad.
Peace, Love, Empathy
Rob