Nov 30, 2005 22:59
well, ryan and missy are both pissed at me
thats ok... for the first time in a while, i can confide in somebody and actuly be myself. I talked with nat today... hopefully things will be like they used to be. I really need to start hanging out with her group... they judge me less, they dont smoke or do drugs, but most of all, i'm sick of this bullshit with fighting and all this other stuff...
Ok... Ryan and Missy... I love you guys, But Just because I ask for help on something, dosent mean that i HAVE to take your advice... I did alot of thinking about stuff, and I realised that I want diffrent things out of a relationship than you guys do. I love Nat, and if you guys have a problem with that, then you obviously dont care what would make me happy, because I am happy with her.