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so actually, he didn't have to tell me anything, which is relieving.
but it took us so long to warm up to eachother today.
today, what a fucking day.
my mom knows i smoke, as much as she encourage me to not smoke, she isn't dissapointed.
i need to foucus more in school, no. i really do. it scares me, im afriad of being stupid, but yet, i act like it sometimes. stupid is unatractive.
hopefully tomorrow i can hang out. hopefully. i'm just gunna do all my work, and be sweet and nice.
my attitude has been the worst latley, and i wouldn't have notice if my mom and dad didn't really show/tell me.
i have backaches, and feel like shit.
whatevver. night<3.
but it took us so long to warm up to eachother today.
today, what a fucking day.
my mom knows i smoke, as much as she encourage me to not smoke, she isn't dissapointed.
i need to foucus more in school, no. i really do. it scares me, im afriad of being stupid, but yet, i act like it sometimes. stupid is unatractive.
hopefully tomorrow i can hang out. hopefully. i'm just gunna do all my work, and be sweet and nice.
my attitude has been the worst latley, and i wouldn't have notice if my mom and dad didn't really show/tell me.
i have backaches, and feel like shit.
whatevver. night<3.