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[burnmewithakiss]

The melatonin isn't cleaning up.

So
I'm scared out of my mind right now.
Terrified really.

I'm gonna try this new sleep drug in a few minutes
Lunesta, yeah, the one on tv with the moth/butterfly.

Last drug i had i promised myself i'd never EVER take one again
it was the worst night of my life
that was about a year and a half ago.
I'm gonna try this one tonight
if it's a hallucinogen like last time

i'm going to effing kill the doctor.

and i'm gonna need some extra leeway
because this might bug me out
last time i was out for a full 2 weeks
closed off in my shell

Here's to you kid.