Now I'm stealing her body and taking it home..
THREE MORE DAYS SEEMS LIKE FOREVER.
1) A song just popped me out of temporary depression. Finch put what I assume is the final version of 'bitemarks and bloodstains' on thier myspace site. I just sat there and listened to it and remembered all the amazing memories I have involving this one band. 2002 warped tour and all the mud flying everywhere, the lightning and walking on all the wires, climbing the mountain in Atlanta and the Tabernacle, almost getting arrested by the cops, surviving the most insane pit ever with very few bruises, the social and the chocolate shakes, all the photos with the boys, etc. Memories are about the only thing getting me through this part of my life. But I mean, I'm smiling right now and that's all that really matters. Oh yeah. AND NATE IS MY BABY'S DADDY.
*wink wink*
2)People are all frantic about finals and I'm just like, "meh." I guess I should be more concerned, but being depressed doesn't really give you much of the caring emotion. haha. I set up this plan of how to study so I'll do at least OK on my finals. I haven't done anything I had written down for today yet. Oops. I'll do fine. I won't get that B in bio psych, but in the end I don't think it will be worth it to even try. I mean hell, this test is about sleep and I am an EXPERT on the subject! I would do anything to fast forward through this week though. It's only begun and it's just DRAGGING...
3)I made my mom cry today because she kept calling me and asking if I was eating and I kept saying no and that I wasn't going to. I haven't really eaten for the past 10 days and I'm not hungry. I don't know if it's the depression or the illness that makes me not hungry. I drink Gatorade? But I felt bad for making her cry. I know she's just worried about what's wrong with me, but so am I and I'm tired of throwing up, so not eating is the only way I can seem to avoid that...
SOMETHING PLEASE GET ME THROUGH THE NEXT 3 DAYS.
1) A song just popped me out of temporary depression. Finch put what I assume is the final version of 'bitemarks and bloodstains' on thier myspace site. I just sat there and listened to it and remembered all the amazing memories I have involving this one band. 2002 warped tour and all the mud flying everywhere, the lightning and walking on all the wires, climbing the mountain in Atlanta and the Tabernacle, almost getting arrested by the cops, surviving the most insane pit ever with very few bruises, the social and the chocolate shakes, all the photos with the boys, etc. Memories are about the only thing getting me through this part of my life. But I mean, I'm smiling right now and that's all that really matters. Oh yeah. AND NATE IS MY BABY'S DADDY.
*wink wink*
2)People are all frantic about finals and I'm just like, "meh." I guess I should be more concerned, but being depressed doesn't really give you much of the caring emotion. haha. I set up this plan of how to study so I'll do at least OK on my finals. I haven't done anything I had written down for today yet. Oops. I'll do fine. I won't get that B in bio psych, but in the end I don't think it will be worth it to even try. I mean hell, this test is about sleep and I am an EXPERT on the subject! I would do anything to fast forward through this week though. It's only begun and it's just DRAGGING...
3)I made my mom cry today because she kept calling me and asking if I was eating and I kept saying no and that I wasn't going to. I haven't really eaten for the past 10 days and I'm not hungry. I don't know if it's the depression or the illness that makes me not hungry. I drink Gatorade? But I felt bad for making her cry. I know she's just worried about what's wrong with me, but so am I and I'm tired of throwing up, so not eating is the only way I can seem to avoid that...
SOMETHING PLEASE GET ME THROUGH THE NEXT 3 DAYS.