FINALLY someone jumps in and supports my views in my human sexuality class. FINALLY.
This other girl that's also in my changing health behaviors class finally supported my idea that sex is sacred. (come on people. stop being whores.) I've talked to her before. We sit next to each other in changing health behaviors, but she spoke up and even said she believed in saving herself for marriage AND that she has the same problem as me! Guys talk to you for about 10 minutes before you finally figure out they just want to get in your pants or get you trashed which probably indirectly means they want to get in your pants. Ugh.
I mean I'm not on the "save yourself for marriage" wagon, but I'm definately on the "save yourself for someone REALLY special who will probably end up being your spouse" wagon. I mean as weird as this sounds to most people, I think there would be something so extremely special about only sleeping with one person. I know that's pretty much impossible, because I don't know a single guy that hasn't slept with at least 2 people. Sucks. REALLY SUCKS.
I've admitted that my expectations in that department are way too high and I don't really think about it, but when the girl in my class was talking about it, it just made me wish so bad that the world was different. And even the whole class admitted how hard it was to find a nice guy at this college. I mean most of them have been here for 3 or 4 years and they all basically told me what I've already learned in the past 2 months. Most guys aren't interested in you as a person. They just want to have fun while they are in college.
It hurts. I'm still waiting for a meaningful relationship in my life. I know I'm only 19, but again most of my friends have already had one or two. At least one and I'm just like, "yeah I wouldn't know how it feels to be treated well by a guy. Sorry." BAH!
But anyways, I thought it would be nice to update you all on the fact that I found a normal non-whorish/non-drunken person on this campus. It was quite the revelation. I think somehow I'm missing out on meeting a lot of people because all the people in my class are so much older. I mean I haven't met anyone under the age of 21 in any of my classes. It's sad =(
Arm pumping party boy wasn't in my health psych class last night. It was kind of sad. He's like a staple in my Wednesdays.
I'm avoiding Josh, the social psych guy like the plague. I've been wearing a hood over my head when I walk in class and a mask...
I'm kidding. But I do come in the OTHER door and sit in the other side far away from him and then wait a long time for everyone to leave so he's already gone. It's sad, but I don't want to deal with him. I think in a few weeks he'll have forgotten he ever talked to me. Hopefully. HOPEFULLY.
26 days left of classes. My god! Would it hurry up and end?! PLEASE. I'm going stir crazy this semester. And we have like 2 weeks of a break. That's it. It's pathetic.
I'm going to watch hot boys on tv now because they are oh so cute and not real which adds to thier appeal! HA!