ARE YOU SCARED?!
You shouldn't be!
You're on Scare Tactics!
I LOVE THIS SHOW! Watching people have the shit scared out of them is priceless. Although if it was me, I'd probably be one of those people that screams my head off and makes everybody laugh really hard. HAHA.
So tomorrow is the big day...the first day I get on an airplane since I was like 10. I'm still kind of scared. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't. You just hear all these horror stories about the kind of people that fly planes and how they get really tired and shit. I don't know. I know it's fine, but I still stress about it. Blah.
And apparently you're only allowed to check in 2 bags, which is totally not enough for me to pack all my stuff. I mean I have like 4 pairs of shoes because I have to have my nice heels and then my nice boots and sneakers. And I have my dress for the wedding and all these sweaters cause it's cold and it's just hard to fit it all.
But I bought these really cute pantyhose from VS. they are light fishnets with a black lace line down the back of the leg. I really like them. My dad thinks fishnets are trashy, but I like them and he doesn't have to look at me wearing them. He doesn't like my dress either because it's really short on one side, but you know, OH WELL! Man, I'm such a shitty daughter. :-/
WOAH...I just saw on Maury where this 42 year old lady married a 14 year old boy. GOOD LORD. That's insane. I mean...I try not to judge people, but WHAT THE HELL IS THAT ABOUT?! haha. I just can't even imagine...I mean...I dunno...I guess if they are happy? I mean his parents actually approved for them to get married and signed all the papers for them to do it and whatnot....I just...I'm leaving this subject...haha
Arm Pumping party boy asked me to go and get drunk with him again this weekend. When will he ever give up? I swear I have this sign on my forehead that says, "Hi. My name is Kelly. Please harrass me until I go out with you/get drunk with you/talk to you/give you my number..." And it's not even like they are nice guys. They are all just...ick. I mean even after I explain that I'm not a big fan of drinking he STILL asks. :-/ Not to mention I technically can't legally drink..not that that would make any difference, but you know...Blah. Where's that pierced/tattooed boy that I've always envisioned myself with since I was 13. *sigh* I need to lower my standards. Seriously. But everytime I enter a relationship that has 'this is bad news' written all over it, it does indeed have bad news written on it and it bombs and I get sad...AGAIN..for the 500th time. :-(
How do you become a nun again?!
Haha. Totally kidding. I love my boys(aka my PDA whore and my baby's daddy). I just need one...that doesn't suck and wants to stick around for more than a few weeks and not just fuck with my feelings and then avoid me because GOD ONLY KNOWS! Liars. It seems like every guy I've 'dated' persay has been quite the little liar.
I mean I really thought that I may have found a good one. Kelly found a good guy?! AMAZING! Even though it didn't seem like it was going to work out in the very beginning I almost believed that someday it might and now I know that is never will and I'll never get any answer to why our relationship(whether it be a friendship or otherwise) just seemed to get cut off and DIE. DEAD. GONE. BURIED. NO MORE. 6 FEET UNDER. ARE ANSWERS THAT FUCKING HARD TO COME UP WITH?! JUST PULL SOMETHING OUT OF YOUR ASS! It would be better than nothing and this ignorance you seem to possess that I don't wonder what the hell is going through your mind when you think about me!!
*breathes*
I'm over it. Really. haha. I mean I wanted answers. I still do, but the reality is I'll never get them and it would be best to just stop trying and stop thinking about it and him. I mean who would have ever thought that a guy I once rejected would come back and then he'd reject me. I hope this isn't some sick payback joke. HAHA
The more I think about it, the funnier it is. I totally blew this guy off a few years ago and now he's doing the same thing. Damn. I feel kind of bad for what I did. But he did it so much worse!!! I sound like some retarded 13 year old. I'm stopping now. Seriously. I'll even put this behind a cut so the people that don't want to read it don't have to click on it. Yeah that's right you didn't HAVE to read this! I'm losing it. HAHA
Why am I talking about this? haha. I bitch about boys way too much. ANYWAYS...
I fixed the roots in my hair and bought hair clips to hold it away from my face. Go me.
I hate Alicia Keys. Her songs really annoy me for some reason.
I'm going to play the Sims 2 now because I have to start over because I FREAKING DIED and I'm not gonna play Nate and let him find some other chick cause I'm a jealous girl like that.
That last sentence made me sound like I have a pathetic life.
Oh wait! Right now I kind of do...HAHA!
Anyways, I won't have internet for like 5 days, so I won't update this or answer my e-mails. Later homepeople.
Also, I <3 you guys for just being you and dealing with me. Thank you.
You're on Scare Tactics!
I LOVE THIS SHOW! Watching people have the shit scared out of them is priceless. Although if it was me, I'd probably be one of those people that screams my head off and makes everybody laugh really hard. HAHA.
So tomorrow is the big day...the first day I get on an airplane since I was like 10. I'm still kind of scared. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't. You just hear all these horror stories about the kind of people that fly planes and how they get really tired and shit. I don't know. I know it's fine, but I still stress about it. Blah.
And apparently you're only allowed to check in 2 bags, which is totally not enough for me to pack all my stuff. I mean I have like 4 pairs of shoes because I have to have my nice heels and then my nice boots and sneakers. And I have my dress for the wedding and all these sweaters cause it's cold and it's just hard to fit it all.
But I bought these really cute pantyhose from VS. they are light fishnets with a black lace line down the back of the leg. I really like them. My dad thinks fishnets are trashy, but I like them and he doesn't have to look at me wearing them. He doesn't like my dress either because it's really short on one side, but you know, OH WELL! Man, I'm such a shitty daughter. :-/
WOAH...I just saw on Maury where this 42 year old lady married a 14 year old boy. GOOD LORD. That's insane. I mean...I try not to judge people, but WHAT THE HELL IS THAT ABOUT?! haha. I just can't even imagine...I mean...I dunno...I guess if they are happy? I mean his parents actually approved for them to get married and signed all the papers for them to do it and whatnot....I just...I'm leaving this subject...haha
Arm Pumping party boy asked me to go and get drunk with him again this weekend. When will he ever give up? I swear I have this sign on my forehead that says, "Hi. My name is Kelly. Please harrass me until I go out with you/get drunk with you/talk to you/give you my number..." And it's not even like they are nice guys. They are all just...ick. I mean even after I explain that I'm not a big fan of drinking he STILL asks. :-/ Not to mention I technically can't legally drink..not that that would make any difference, but you know...Blah. Where's that pierced/tattooed boy that I've always envisioned myself with since I was 13. *sigh* I need to lower my standards. Seriously. But everytime I enter a relationship that has 'this is bad news' written all over it, it does indeed have bad news written on it and it bombs and I get sad...AGAIN..for the 500th time. :-(
How do you become a nun again?!
Haha. Totally kidding. I love my boys(aka my PDA whore and my baby's daddy). I just need one...that doesn't suck and wants to stick around for more than a few weeks and not just fuck with my feelings and then avoid me because GOD ONLY KNOWS! Liars. It seems like every guy I've 'dated' persay has been quite the little liar.
I mean I really thought that I may have found a good one. Kelly found a good guy?! AMAZING! Even though it didn't seem like it was going to work out in the very beginning I almost believed that someday it might and now I know that is never will and I'll never get any answer to why our relationship(whether it be a friendship or otherwise) just seemed to get cut off and DIE. DEAD. GONE. BURIED. NO MORE. 6 FEET UNDER. ARE ANSWERS THAT FUCKING HARD TO COME UP WITH?! JUST PULL SOMETHING OUT OF YOUR ASS! It would be better than nothing and this ignorance you seem to possess that I don't wonder what the hell is going through your mind when you think about me!!
*breathes*
I'm over it. Really. haha. I mean I wanted answers. I still do, but the reality is I'll never get them and it would be best to just stop trying and stop thinking about it and him. I mean who would have ever thought that a guy I once rejected would come back and then he'd reject me. I hope this isn't some sick payback joke. HAHA
The more I think about it, the funnier it is. I totally blew this guy off a few years ago and now he's doing the same thing. Damn. I feel kind of bad for what I did. But he did it so much worse!!! I sound like some retarded 13 year old. I'm stopping now. Seriously. I'll even put this behind a cut so the people that don't want to read it don't have to click on it. Yeah that's right you didn't HAVE to read this! I'm losing it. HAHA
Why am I talking about this? haha. I bitch about boys way too much. ANYWAYS...
I fixed the roots in my hair and bought hair clips to hold it away from my face. Go me.
I hate Alicia Keys. Her songs really annoy me for some reason.
I'm going to play the Sims 2 now because I have to start over because I FREAKING DIED and I'm not gonna play Nate and let him find some other chick cause I'm a jealous girl like that.
That last sentence made me sound like I have a pathetic life.
Oh wait! Right now I kind of do...HAHA!
Anyways, I won't have internet for like 5 days, so I won't update this or answer my e-mails. Later homepeople.
Also, I <3 you guys for just being you and dealing with me. Thank you.