Insomnia blows.
Tomorrow is my last night at work. In less than 24 hours my whole summer of slavery to school and work will have officially come to an end. I honestly don't know what I'm going to do with a whole week and nothing that I have to be doing. I don't think I've had any real free FREE time since I left Orlando.
I pick up the keys to my apartment on Friday and I'll move as much stuff in as I can. I'm not that strong, so a lot of it will have to wait until other people can help me on Saturday. I'm excited. For the first time, I'll be able to burn candles without worrying about my kitties burning themselves or knocking the candles over and setting the house on fire. I think I'll light my entire apartment with candles. It would be so pretty. =)
I'm actually thinking of getting a job once I get to Pensacola. My mom doesn't think it would be wise, but I don't know what I'm going to do with all the spare time I have, espcially since I won't be living on campus, so getting together with people will have to be a planned thing anyways and it can be planned around school and work. I don't know. I'll probably give it a week and see if I think I can balance 18 hours and a job. Because Lord knows with what is happening with my life right now I don't need ANY free time to be able to think about it. I already have too much free time now that I'm just working. Bah!
I keep wanting to go get inked, but I think I'm going to wait until I come home for Thanksgiving or Xmas...or hell maybe drag it out to my 20th birthday. Since I'm getting it on my lower stomach/abdomen area I want it to look good before I get it and right now my stomach isn't the most beautiful thing anyone ever saw if you know what I mean. I haven't been to the gym since probably May...or maybe not even then. UWF is building a new gym so I heard. That makes me happy. I love gyms. I love being in gyms. And hot buff guys hang out in gyms. Yes. ;-) I need to fine me a nice buff guy that doesn't know anything about me or have a significant other and it will all be good. Oh but wait Kelly, you ALWAYS pick the ones you can't have. Therefore, I'll learn to just look and not touch. haha.
I feel like I've let a lot of relationships in my life die. I don't know if it's my fault or the other persons, but I feel like I'm extending my hand out and everyone is just like touching my fingertips, but not grabbing my hand. See what I'm saying? I just wish they'd either grab my hand or let go. I hate grey areas and I feel like most of my life is sitting in one. Grrr.
Anyways, if anyone wants to buy me a couch for my furniture-less apartment I would love you forever and you can come stay with me and sleep on it whenever you want. haha I prefer either blue, dark green, or tan. Thank you. ;-)
Ok this entry is starting to suck. I can make it better with PICTURES! Not from my trip...those aren't developed yet. But I was clearing out my digital camera and I found a picture of me sleeping. It was weird...I mean someone took a picture of me while I was asleep....And I look like I'm smelling my armpits.
Then this is an adorable picture of me and my baby Bindy. Awwwwwww. He's so big now.
I pick up the keys to my apartment on Friday and I'll move as much stuff in as I can. I'm not that strong, so a lot of it will have to wait until other people can help me on Saturday. I'm excited. For the first time, I'll be able to burn candles without worrying about my kitties burning themselves or knocking the candles over and setting the house on fire. I think I'll light my entire apartment with candles. It would be so pretty. =)
I'm actually thinking of getting a job once I get to Pensacola. My mom doesn't think it would be wise, but I don't know what I'm going to do with all the spare time I have, espcially since I won't be living on campus, so getting together with people will have to be a planned thing anyways and it can be planned around school and work. I don't know. I'll probably give it a week and see if I think I can balance 18 hours and a job. Because Lord knows with what is happening with my life right now I don't need ANY free time to be able to think about it. I already have too much free time now that I'm just working. Bah!
I keep wanting to go get inked, but I think I'm going to wait until I come home for Thanksgiving or Xmas...or hell maybe drag it out to my 20th birthday. Since I'm getting it on my lower stomach/abdomen area I want it to look good before I get it and right now my stomach isn't the most beautiful thing anyone ever saw if you know what I mean. I haven't been to the gym since probably May...or maybe not even then. UWF is building a new gym so I heard. That makes me happy. I love gyms. I love being in gyms. And hot buff guys hang out in gyms. Yes. ;-) I need to fine me a nice buff guy that doesn't know anything about me or have a significant other and it will all be good. Oh but wait Kelly, you ALWAYS pick the ones you can't have. Therefore, I'll learn to just look and not touch. haha.
I feel like I've let a lot of relationships in my life die. I don't know if it's my fault or the other persons, but I feel like I'm extending my hand out and everyone is just like touching my fingertips, but not grabbing my hand. See what I'm saying? I just wish they'd either grab my hand or let go. I hate grey areas and I feel like most of my life is sitting in one. Grrr.
Anyways, if anyone wants to buy me a couch for my furniture-less apartment I would love you forever and you can come stay with me and sleep on it whenever you want. haha I prefer either blue, dark green, or tan. Thank you. ;-)
Ok this entry is starting to suck. I can make it better with PICTURES! Not from my trip...those aren't developed yet. But I was clearing out my digital camera and I found a picture of me sleeping. It was weird...I mean someone took a picture of me while I was asleep....And I look like I'm smelling my armpits.
Then this is an adorable picture of me and my baby Bindy. Awwwwwww. He's so big now.