Weekends
Okay....hello goodbye.
The weekend is here.....Oh joyful weekends....I shall eat, drink, and be merry.....or pissy because stupid Ty and I (heh) don't really talk so much anymore. I miss him something fierce.
BUT, as I said yesterday, I need to move on, and move on I shall.....today was a good day for moving on. I didn't email him at all.
God I sounds insane.
I guess that is okay because I really am...insane, you know, like little birdies flying around my eyes...I'm insane.
Apparently insane chicks are not so hot because I'm dateless for the weekend. I think it is karma coming to bite me in the ass. I've made fun of all the people the actually are interested in me and desperetly crave the ones that don't want me......so now I get nothing. I teh suck!
Sometimes I feel hopeless, like I'll never get sex again. Yes, that is really what I am worried about. I admit it. I care more about sex than relationships....but only because I don't think I'm capable of loving anyone who loves me back......so sex it is. And I don't get that either. Stupid...stupid stupid.
Anyone else spending the weekend surrounded by a cloud of smoke? Yeah, I thought so.....
The weekend is here.....Oh joyful weekends....I shall eat, drink, and be merry.....or pissy because stupid Ty and I (heh) don't really talk so much anymore. I miss him something fierce.
BUT, as I said yesterday, I need to move on, and move on I shall.....today was a good day for moving on. I didn't email him at all.
God I sounds insane.
I guess that is okay because I really am...insane, you know, like little birdies flying around my eyes...I'm insane.
Apparently insane chicks are not so hot because I'm dateless for the weekend. I think it is karma coming to bite me in the ass. I've made fun of all the people the actually are interested in me and desperetly crave the ones that don't want me......so now I get nothing. I teh suck!
Sometimes I feel hopeless, like I'll never get sex again. Yes, that is really what I am worried about. I admit it. I care more about sex than relationships....but only because I don't think I'm capable of loving anyone who loves me back......so sex it is. And I don't get that either. Stupid...stupid stupid.
Anyone else spending the weekend surrounded by a cloud of smoke? Yeah, I thought so.....