Jan 14, 2010 20:52
I HAVE DECIDED.
After thinking for days and nights and being all TROUBLED... I HAVE FINALLY DECIDED. and i'm not going to regret my decision cause i'll just make the best out of it. I know i will feel very very sad, but i guess it's just a give and take. I can't have the best of both worlds right?
Just a night ago my decision was completely different from this. Frankly I don't know what made me decide on this. Gut feeling? yes. and not everyone gets such a chance anyway. but i know...
I will feel left out. Ah wells, i'm sure there's something to gain from the other as well, so...i will just live with my decision and yes, MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT.
the last time i told myself this was hmmm... when i was put into logs for slc? HAHAHA :D okay whoohoo i'm finally decided. And i feel so light now yay (: BE HAPPY FOR ME :D
shiyan