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[burningyummy]

the wheel of time fucking weaves as it wills
damn it
i can never seem to break the pattern

whenever i move, i always go +10 depressed
so i dont really want to be around people right now (there may be 2-3 exceptions)
but ironically
i still want to snuggle horribly
i just want to feel loved

shall we say, feel like a total failure?
im just fuckin' up so much as of late
cant seem to make things right with the ladies
this job at eegees im supposed to have in the bag is taking forever
i was supposed to get an interview the day i turned in my application, but i fucking took off
so i had to wait a week and a half
and now, i have to wait another week because

flippin' when they say come in in the morning and they open at 9:30
and i assume that because they open so late, that by 12 its morning for them still
because people are still on the morning shift...
so i show up at 11:15
and now i have to wait another week
and i feel like i might as well just look for a new job
because i feel like i fucked it up

so ive just been reading lately
got a new book
"the dragon reborn" by robert jordan
i guess im going to go read then...