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today wasnt how i wanted. spent the morning and afternoon cleaning the apartment with an awkward silence and then chris left for work. so im here alone all night and i dont know if im happpy with this or not because the thought of being with people sounds uncomfortable. but sitting here, its crap. im going to go drive . or something. i dont know. coffee. im going to go get coffee. im bringing my computer so i'll probably write again shortly.