alone
just got home
im by myself
im laying in bed with my computer listening to styrofoam plates by deathcab at full blast and i am in the dark.
im not quite sober but im not quite drunk.
i feel empty and i do not know why.
i wish there were things that i could get out of my head
but theyve been there so long there dont have anywhere else to go
i feel like just going to sleep forever right now and it sounds like the most peaceful wonderful thing right now. just to sleep and not be aware of feelings and regrets and the actions of the people around you or anything. you just sleep.
i should go to sleep right now.
i also think sometimes that we would be alot better off without physical peices of memory, like photos or video. as much as i love them i think that without them people would just be better. they wouldn't be able to go back and look at them everytime they feel sorry for themselves. dont you wish the past was jus the past. id rather forget. even the good times i remember dont do me any good anymore. i dont even know. my brain is confused and i hope this weekend works out beautifully for everyones sake. i really should be trying to sleep now, i really should
this song is so good
im by myself
im laying in bed with my computer listening to styrofoam plates by deathcab at full blast and i am in the dark.
im not quite sober but im not quite drunk.
i feel empty and i do not know why.
i wish there were things that i could get out of my head
but theyve been there so long there dont have anywhere else to go
i feel like just going to sleep forever right now and it sounds like the most peaceful wonderful thing right now. just to sleep and not be aware of feelings and regrets and the actions of the people around you or anything. you just sleep.
i should go to sleep right now.
i also think sometimes that we would be alot better off without physical peices of memory, like photos or video. as much as i love them i think that without them people would just be better. they wouldn't be able to go back and look at them everytime they feel sorry for themselves. dont you wish the past was jus the past. id rather forget. even the good times i remember dont do me any good anymore. i dont even know. my brain is confused and i hope this weekend works out beautifully for everyones sake. i really should be trying to sleep now, i really should
this song is so good