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Thank you Chris.. TBS tix go on sale this Saturday.. dunno how much they are though which doesn't help much. But the show is Nov. 7 at the State (blah, that place blows, but I knew it'd be there). *will go* Yes, yes I will. Because I will not miss them again. That, and I'd really really like to see Atreyu and FFAF.
**EDIT** - Tickets are $17.50 plus however much ticketmaster's convenience charge is and the State's gay ass venue fee or whatever they call it. But that's still a good thing to know.
Anyway.. registration was today. It took so fucking long.. you wouldn't believe. We got there sometime a little after 12, and didn't leave until 3 something. Now granted, we weren't actually registering the whole time, but you get the point. I'm not gonna bother posting my schedule cause right after I got it, I went to the counseling office and had it changed. So I'll post it when I figure out what I got. Saw people, 'twas nice. I actually miss some people, who'd have thought. Saw Potser.. for a brief second. It was awkward and I don't know why. Hung out with Anthony, Rob, Brandon O'Sullivan, Brandon, Melissa, and Stevo the whole time. Oh, and Shawn..don't know his last name, but Laura's ex. Who else.. Kitty, Stacia's sister (dunno how she spells her name), but they were there too. And my Rachael of course. I dunno, it was just nice to be out of the house with people. Anthony and Rob went to Static-X tonight, with Rae. Conley was supposed to go but he had court.. which was pointless. I wish he would've gotten to go. Oh, I saw Andy and Matt and Ryan too. That was nice. I miss all of them, all the neighborhood kids. Especially the love of my life. I miss him terribly. *sad* My day pretty much stopped after I walked home. I went to sleep for a little while before my mom got home, and she came and woke me up and I told her I wanted to sleep a little longer. Then I got up at 7 something and asked her if we could go driving like we were supposed to, and she said not yet cause she was making dinner. So I went back to sleep, got up a little after 8, and asked again, and she was like "no, it's too late now." What the hell.. we could've gone before, all she had to do was say something. Pissed me off though, I wanted to drive today. We're goin tomorrow now. So instead I talked to my baby for 3 1/2 hours. I fucking miss him. I made his day though, which is great cause I love it when he's happy. Um.. now I'm here.
I saw Nicole and Richie at registration.. neither of them said hi to me, so I was like fuck it. And I don't really know where the connection is here, but it reminded me of this. I'm starting to realize how much I just don't give a shit anymore, about anything. Especially what people think of me or about me, whatever. Like some people sit there and talk shit about me, and they think I don't know about it, but I do. I could just care less anymore. Fuck everyone, that's all I got to say. I don't need to please people, and if someone doesn't like me or something about me, that's their own goddamn problem. 9 more months and I'm done with this shit. Although, I am quite tempted to forget about everything. Just up and leave, it would be nice. So if that happens, don't be surprised.
**EDIT** - Tickets are $17.50 plus however much ticketmaster's convenience charge is and the State's gay ass venue fee or whatever they call it. But that's still a good thing to know.
Anyway.. registration was today. It took so fucking long.. you wouldn't believe. We got there sometime a little after 12, and didn't leave until 3 something. Now granted, we weren't actually registering the whole time, but you get the point. I'm not gonna bother posting my schedule cause right after I got it, I went to the counseling office and had it changed. So I'll post it when I figure out what I got. Saw people, 'twas nice. I actually miss some people, who'd have thought. Saw Potser.. for a brief second. It was awkward and I don't know why. Hung out with Anthony, Rob, Brandon O'Sullivan, Brandon, Melissa, and Stevo the whole time. Oh, and Shawn..don't know his last name, but Laura's ex. Who else.. Kitty, Stacia's sister (dunno how she spells her name), but they were there too. And my Rachael of course. I dunno, it was just nice to be out of the house with people. Anthony and Rob went to Static-X tonight, with Rae. Conley was supposed to go but he had court.. which was pointless. I wish he would've gotten to go. Oh, I saw Andy and Matt and Ryan too. That was nice. I miss all of them, all the neighborhood kids. Especially the love of my life. I miss him terribly. *sad* My day pretty much stopped after I walked home. I went to sleep for a little while before my mom got home, and she came and woke me up and I told her I wanted to sleep a little longer. Then I got up at 7 something and asked her if we could go driving like we were supposed to, and she said not yet cause she was making dinner. So I went back to sleep, got up a little after 8, and asked again, and she was like "no, it's too late now." What the hell.. we could've gone before, all she had to do was say something. Pissed me off though, I wanted to drive today. We're goin tomorrow now. So instead I talked to my baby for 3 1/2 hours. I fucking miss him. I made his day though, which is great cause I love it when he's happy. Um.. now I'm here.
I saw Nicole and Richie at registration.. neither of them said hi to me, so I was like fuck it. And I don't really know where the connection is here, but it reminded me of this. I'm starting to realize how much I just don't give a shit anymore, about anything. Especially what people think of me or about me, whatever. Like some people sit there and talk shit about me, and they think I don't know about it, but I do. I could just care less anymore. Fuck everyone, that's all I got to say. I don't need to please people, and if someone doesn't like me or something about me, that's their own goddamn problem. 9 more months and I'm done with this shit. Although, I am quite tempted to forget about everything. Just up and leave, it would be nice. So if that happens, don't be surprised.