Sep 05, 2004 00:04
right so ericas racist and shes dissing san antonio kids. even tho most san antonio kids suck anyway. except for me. and my friends. but everyone else sucks. so i guess ericas right.
...nevermind.
by day im all happy and stuff and at night im like this angsty emo kid.
i need drugs. yes that would help.
no not really.
im depressed now. damn im hardcore.
xcore. hah.
im just writing this cuz im being mean and i wont let erica on the computer. i actually dont have anything to say really.
except that im bored and depressed. and really tired. yes im sleepy. and kind of hungry...
im so jealous lately.
i see that ericas boy has her name in her profile and i think to myself "ive never had my name in anyones profile..." and then i see a girl on tv getting a gift from her new boyfriend and i think "ive never gotten a present from a boy..."
i cant even look at couples.
it makes me all frowny faced.
i went to erikas birthday party with my cousin...erica. funny. it was alright i guess. except for that asshole that punched some guy and then ran off. wtf. and erika started crying. i felt so bad. and then me and erica had to leave.
there was a pretty boy named adam. and he had a misfits...arm...thing. misfits are funny. he was kind of stupid tho. so nevermind. because im tired of stupid boys. or stupid people in general.
erica says "me dos".
yeah.
so im done here.
.................ihatemylifeandwanttodie
OH EM GEE IM SO FUCKING SCENE