goddamn
well it is fuckin hard to believe that it is already september. things have been crazy lately, my dad's health is deteriorating rapidly. when we went to the specialist last month he told me and my mom he thought my dad would have passed away about 8 months ago...so we must be doing something right. or are we seeing him in his confused almost paranoid states because he is so confused and scared is gut wrenching. there are times when he doesn't know who the hell i am or how to stand up, let alone take a step or get dressed. fuck i really don't know. then there are days were we sit and laugh and can talk gardens, politics or hockey. go fuckin figure. on his last good day he made a fuckin loaf of bread from scratch with minor assistance. goddamn cancer fuckin hell. this shit gets me so confused i can barely interact with people. my new favorite response is fuck it.fuck you so i have been making new friends at the beer store and post office and anywhere some kind of human interaction is required.
on to less depressing shit. i saw a brief clip of the 9 shocks dvd. it looks fuckin good. i am so excited about this release.
also i have confirmed a running for cover/endless blockade split lp for spring release. still working on mtant 7" from japan.
that's all for now....i think i have a lead on a garage for a record store all ages show venue. more to come in the spring.
on to less depressing shit. i saw a brief clip of the 9 shocks dvd. it looks fuckin good. i am so excited about this release.
also i have confirmed a running for cover/endless blockade split lp for spring release. still working on mtant 7" from japan.
that's all for now....i think i have a lead on a garage for a record store all ages show venue. more to come in the spring.