an actual new post.,.
well, the apartment people haven't called back.,. i just started that job & jesus christ.,. i'm thinking it'll be a while before i decide to have kids.,. i work at john's incredible pizza as a busser.,. it's hard work but i haven't had a stable job in a while.,. the air force is still a top priority but they keep jerking me around & i'm tired of staying at home.,. plus, i think i would be a lot better off by myself & not having to rely on my mom so much with my step dad bitching at her about me every fucking chance he gets.,. that gets to me as does living out in the middle of nowhere.,. it was fine when i was in high school but not at my age now.,.i've been having strange dreams lately & my mom thinks i'm depressed.,. i think boredum is the word i'd use.,. i'm trying to get more hours at work cause i don't want to be at home & i like money.,. my friend/manager who told me about the job is giving me more responsibility cause i'm a quick learner & a hard worker.,. i'm gonna opening when it's mostly slow but there's always something to do.,. plus, the rest of everyone's shift ( in my department ) rides on me doing a good job & not fucking up.,. i'm thinking it'll work out fine cause i'm older than most of the fucks that i work with.,. we'll see i guess.,.