before i shit on my family i'll lay in a ditch
life really amazes me. it's so fucking weird. if you really think about it we are just fucking floating in space. i don't get why everything has to be so serious and complicated. my family has gone crazy, i've been crazy. things just keep getting fucking better. i wish i wasn't such a miserable person. i wish that something good was guarenteed to happen to everyone everyday. so then everyone would have a reason to smile and no one would be in shitty moods. then again something bad would probably happen because nothing is fucking perfect ever and if there wasn't a bad there would be no good. life is fucked up. it makes no sense to me and it probably doesn't to anyone. i probably shouldn't even think about it because this is most likely why i am crazy.
anyway, i love home schooling. its the easiest thing ever. soon i'll have my GED and then i'm, going to college. that's weird, me in college. i think i'm gonna do really good though. then after i bring my grades up i'm going to florida. I want to go to college there and study law. Basically, i just want to get out of hicksville. this place is so disfunctional. no one really likes anyone, everyone talks shit, and everyone fucks everyone. it really disgusts me. another thing that disgusts me is the smell of dogs. i can't believe i have a fucking dog. i'm really not a dog person. it's cute i suppose but shes gonna keep getting bigger and just gonna smell more. Monkey is scared shitless of it. When shes not outside she stays on my bed and hangsout with me. i love my kitty.
my brother is in a shitty mood and when he got home from work he slammed his head in the door... i found it really amusing. which reminds me...i have a problem. when something serious is going on i tend to laugh. i just can't help it. i probably should work on fixing that.
yeah im done rambling on. i 'm just bored.
anyway, i love home schooling. its the easiest thing ever. soon i'll have my GED and then i'm, going to college. that's weird, me in college. i think i'm gonna do really good though. then after i bring my grades up i'm going to florida. I want to go to college there and study law. Basically, i just want to get out of hicksville. this place is so disfunctional. no one really likes anyone, everyone talks shit, and everyone fucks everyone. it really disgusts me. another thing that disgusts me is the smell of dogs. i can't believe i have a fucking dog. i'm really not a dog person. it's cute i suppose but shes gonna keep getting bigger and just gonna smell more. Monkey is scared shitless of it. When shes not outside she stays on my bed and hangsout with me. i love my kitty.
my brother is in a shitty mood and when he got home from work he slammed his head in the door... i found it really amusing. which reminds me...i have a problem. when something serious is going on i tend to laugh. i just can't help it. i probably should work on fixing that.
yeah im done rambling on. i 'm just bored.