Hump Day*
umm me and sam are just not talking i guess and getting things worked out in our head
I have been really weird today..beating nikki up and so on..i dont know whats up with that...
Anger management..soon..anyone want to come with me?
Only 2 more days of school
Lost yesterday to montague..but i did see kashja and krysten i havnt seen them in forever
Definatly asking ryan to hang out sometime this weekend and if he says no thats to bad hes SOOO going to..
i think im insecure me and ryans relationship..becuase i dont know his feelings and i always see other girls like by him and stuff and i odnt know if hes just like o there friends..and then me ashlee..and he lieks me and i dont know..we dont talkt o much in school..so if and when we hang out this should come up in one of discussions..i would really love something to happen between us and if not thats a bummer but yeah..and today rikki was like are you and ryan talking and i was like yeah..but i dont know if i lied or not...i dont know what were doing or what we are..next time i get guts those are some questions to ask...liketo me it always seems like were somewhat flirty and we hug and stuff and kid around..but i dont know ANYTHING anymore.hmm becuase people like assume he likes me but dont really know its kinda like o i bet he does..but i dont want to put my feelings out there and have them hurt or something..NEVERMIND*
bst is boring
I hate when other people try to get into this whole sam and i thing..i mean you dont know whats going on and if you do you only read or hear about it you dont hear the inside scoop..but yeah im so over all this drama..whats ment to be is ment to be..and i dont think me and sam are ment to be anything anymore..
Gotta go..
Torter tort* =)
Ashlee
Ashlee's words of wisdom---ice is slippery
I have been really weird today..beating nikki up and so on..i dont know whats up with that...
Anger management..soon..anyone want to come with me?
Only 2 more days of school
Lost yesterday to montague..but i did see kashja and krysten i havnt seen them in forever
Definatly asking ryan to hang out sometime this weekend and if he says no thats to bad hes SOOO going to..
i think im insecure me and ryans relationship..becuase i dont know his feelings and i always see other girls like by him and stuff and i odnt know if hes just like o there friends..and then me ashlee..and he lieks me and i dont know..we dont talkt o much in school..so if and when we hang out this should come up in one of discussions..i would really love something to happen between us and if not thats a bummer but yeah..and today rikki was like are you and ryan talking and i was like yeah..but i dont know if i lied or not...i dont know what were doing or what we are..next time i get guts those are some questions to ask...liketo me it always seems like were somewhat flirty and we hug and stuff and kid around..but i dont know ANYTHING anymore.hmm becuase people like assume he likes me but dont really know its kinda like o i bet he does..but i dont want to put my feelings out there and have them hurt or something..NEVERMIND*
bst is boring
I hate when other people try to get into this whole sam and i thing..i mean you dont know whats going on and if you do you only read or hear about it you dont hear the inside scoop..but yeah im so over all this drama..whats ment to be is ment to be..and i dont think me and sam are ment to be anything anymore..
Gotta go..
Torter tort* =)
Ashlee
Ashlee's words of wisdom---ice is slippery