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[burningmemory]

I love my friend katie but damn
I always compare myself to her

shes so pretty
she lives where I want to live
she can literally look however the fuck and she is still gorgeous
she on the surface doesnt seem to be having as hard of a time as me
she has grown more in 1 year then I have in 3
im just...done
I need something new in my life
im hoping what im doing in therapy will help
i just want to feel free