I feel like my life is going to change completely;;
I'm so in love with James, but the fighting lately is really tearing us apart and I'm pretty sure he's ready for a change. I have always felt like my emotions and problems have been way too much for him to handle. He always says he's fine with everything I am and he accepts me, but I never believe him. I just think he has so many problems himself and he doesn't need any more from me. He wants to work through things with me right now, but I don't know whether it would be easier just to break up or not. I know it wouldn't be easy AT ALL to let him go. He's everything to me.