this is my life, not theirs
saw saw 2 today, i liked it a lot actually.
Cars still fucked up and am soon going to dump more money into finding out whats wrong with it and fixing it if its not toooooo costly
bought a from autumn to ashes cd, jack the skeleon gloves, and incense today. pleased with all my purchases as well as the ice cream, chips and dip, and cookies i got a little while ago.
"....it's not you that makes me wonder, it's my damn emotions."
*edit* feel like shit, bored out of my mind and nothing to do. I am now home though, comfortable, bored but comfortable. Not like i wasn't bored before but oh well.*edit*
Sucks that I dont get invited to anything, two drinking parades i wasn't invited to join tonight, sucks to be me i guess.
I feel like im losing all my friends. It sucks a lot. I've had it happen to me before so i should be used to it right????? I'm not though. I wanna know what I'm doing wrong this time.....speaking my mind too often again? Fuck that, people shouldn't hate me cuz of what i think, it my own opinion and everyone is entitled to their own opinion no matter if they keep it to theirself or not it don't fuck matter. I don't like many people my friends are friends with, big fucking deal, i can tell everyone that to their face if they wanted to know anyhow. Most people already know i don't like if i don't. why would i be home right now instead of chillin wit my best friend, well because i dont like the people that are at his house at the current moment. Joe was the smart one and left to go have a good time, I left shortly after. I think Im gonna go for an old school walk and smoke a couple cigs, i've already fucked up once tonight i dont think i can do any worse. My bodys trembling randomly, i think my mind hates me.
Cars still fucked up and am soon going to dump more money into finding out whats wrong with it and fixing it if its not toooooo costly
bought a from autumn to ashes cd, jack the skeleon gloves, and incense today. pleased with all my purchases as well as the ice cream, chips and dip, and cookies i got a little while ago.
"....it's not you that makes me wonder, it's my damn emotions."
*edit* feel like shit, bored out of my mind and nothing to do. I am now home though, comfortable, bored but comfortable. Not like i wasn't bored before but oh well.*edit*
Sucks that I dont get invited to anything, two drinking parades i wasn't invited to join tonight, sucks to be me i guess.
I feel like im losing all my friends. It sucks a lot. I've had it happen to me before so i should be used to it right????? I'm not though. I wanna know what I'm doing wrong this time.....speaking my mind too often again? Fuck that, people shouldn't hate me cuz of what i think, it my own opinion and everyone is entitled to their own opinion no matter if they keep it to theirself or not it don't fuck matter. I don't like many people my friends are friends with, big fucking deal, i can tell everyone that to their face if they wanted to know anyhow. Most people already know i don't like if i don't. why would i be home right now instead of chillin wit my best friend, well because i dont like the people that are at his house at the current moment. Joe was the smart one and left to go have a good time, I left shortly after. I think Im gonna go for an old school walk and smoke a couple cigs, i've already fucked up once tonight i dont think i can do any worse. My bodys trembling randomly, i think my mind hates me.