Whats a girl to do?
I'm feeling kinda stressed, and I'm not quite sure I know how to handle it.It seems like so much is going wrong, and its starting to really bother me. I'm normally not one to complain about situations at hand, but I'm not so sure I can handle this any more. I'm 19 years old, I shouldnt have to be dealing with the situations I am. If this is what the "real world" is like, I'm not so sure I'm going to be ready to face it. Atleast not alone.
& thats exactly what I'm doing.
Facing it on my own.
Because honestly, who do I have to turn to with this situation? My best friends are great, dont get me wrong.........but they could never even begin to imagine how i'm feeling right now, so what kind of support could I get from them?
Not the support I need.
I dont know who I can talk to about this either. It kinda makes me wish I was back in highschool so I could take advantage of the school counselor. I need an adults input, but I have no one.
I kinda just want to break down and cry, but for some reason I cant. The tears arent coming, but their there. Thier all just building up, and sadly......if they dont come out, the emotions are going to just keep building, and I'm gonna take it out on someone else, like I always do. I'm gonna flip on someone for something minor and get myself in deep because I cant handle my emotions like a normal human being, and i'm not looking forward to that.
I just wish I knew what to do.
What to make of this situation, and everything else thats going on in my life.
& thats exactly what I'm doing.
Facing it on my own.
Because honestly, who do I have to turn to with this situation? My best friends are great, dont get me wrong.........but they could never even begin to imagine how i'm feeling right now, so what kind of support could I get from them?
Not the support I need.
I dont know who I can talk to about this either. It kinda makes me wish I was back in highschool so I could take advantage of the school counselor. I need an adults input, but I have no one.
I kinda just want to break down and cry, but for some reason I cant. The tears arent coming, but their there. Thier all just building up, and sadly......if they dont come out, the emotions are going to just keep building, and I'm gonna take it out on someone else, like I always do. I'm gonna flip on someone for something minor and get myself in deep because I cant handle my emotions like a normal human being, and i'm not looking forward to that.
I just wish I knew what to do.
What to make of this situation, and everything else thats going on in my life.