500 words exactly...in excerise in honesty

[burninginhell]

She is a person that loves yet has major trust issues. She says one thing and means the other but then at times she says exactly what she means and doesn’t leave much doubt about it. She is completely indecisive and stresses when forced to make a decision. She is giving others the benefit of the doubt yet punishing herself for not living up to unobtainable goals. She’s creative yet in the unconventional sense. She is continuously changing her mind yet she never knows where she stands. She enjoys being challenged but wonders if the challenges are worth the stress. She’s a perfectionist and yet doesn’t care enough to fight for an A anymore. She longs to escape and live a life of solitude yet she wants to fit in so much. She is a child who has no memories of her parents together yet holds nothing against them for separating. She is Abby normal and yet still the acting protector when she’s around her youngest brother. She has random fears that make no logical sense, such as a fear of eating in front of each other or crashing her car off a bridge and drowning when unable to escape. She’s probably one of the pickiest eaters you will ever meet and she’s well aware of that fact. She’s worried about everyone else’s happiness and often forgets that she deserves to be happy some day too. She is an INTJ which affects almost every aspect of her life, whether it’s the fact that she needs to be alone to recharge her energy or she needs to think things out before talking about it. She enjoys being silly but only if some one else will be silly with her. She questions all her beliefs and wonders if there are any absolute answers to any question or if there is always in exception to the rules. She needs constant reassurance that what she’s doing is the right thing. She wants to do something spectacular with her life but knows that she probably will just end up doing some normal thing. She sets goals for herself yet never seems to follow through. She can often be self-destructive yet hides that from everyone. She is a hypochondriac yet hates the doctors’ office. She is a complainer by nature. She longs to think she’s independent but knows that she needs people to help her out. She fears the unknown yet made a giant leap into the unknown last year. She wants will all her heart to be someone others can relate to and others can depend on for whatever they need. She needs to stop thinking only about other people and focus on herself for a while. She always thinks about the far of future instead of today or even tomorrow. She dwells in memories of the past and tries to figure out why things happened like they did.

She wonders if anyone sees her as she sees herself. Who is this girl shown above?