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I can't decide if today is an overall good day or a bad day. is that weird. at the moment I want to be home. I want the cold weather and the leaves changing I want my cave of a bedroom but it's not happening. I need to see my brothers and make sure Megan's okay. I can't go back though. figurativley and literaly. the cave of a bedroom is at my dad's old house. I don';t even know what my new room looks like. I want so much to just have today be a good day but I really miss home and no one here seems to understand that. most people I hang out with here have been home once. GRRRRRRRRR on the distance I needed so badly last year and the same distance that is slowly tormenting me now.