i cant help LURKING

[burningflower]

he says to her "i love you more than life and you're the most beautiful thing that's ever happened to me."

gah...but i knew that. no no, i really did. poooooop.

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[__circutbreaker]

stop lurking! for yourself. reading those words must have felt like your organs were falling to the bottom of your tummy, because thats how i felt seeing someone replace me on a top 8. myspace. silly i know, yet so realizaing. just get over him. accept that he's a jerk and probably a secret player and its all going to work out. and when your mom tells you that your throwing your life away and all that just tell her "yes, mom yes i am" and go on with what your doing, because she has no idea what direction your going in and you'll probably never get her to understand, dont let her get to you. i hope your audition goes well.

[heartbeatbrkdwn]

who?

[burningflower]

tyler...i know it shouldnt matter. i know...but still. he still talks to me and says things and i believe them.

[heartbeatbrkdwn]

i know how that is..

[virgenmaria]

err. i had the same problem. it's been months since i lurked now because it just hurts more. try not to do it, you'll feel better that way. promise. cause i've done it. ;)

[tyler_crotch]

i'm more than assuming (i.e. knowing) that you don't know what kind of conversation led to that, and i'm also assuming that you don't exactly know what certain people went through and what kinds of hurt they were feeling to provoke such an uplift.