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[burningflower]

i just drank a bunch of codeine cos i don't want to feel
this has been the worst day
i hate this school
i hate my classes
i hate everyone except my friends
i hate the BITCH that stole my phone
my $200 phone
i started out this day with the prospect of happiness
learning about things i wanted to learn about
and all i got was a nice kick in the fucking ass
well fuck you ucla
i hate you i hate everything
tried to call my mom tell her about my phone
i didn't want her to scream at me and make me feel stupider than i already did
but i guess that's what happened
really, i would rather die than live right now
i feel like i have no place here among all these smart assholes
i want to die
i have just been non-stop crying
i don't know what to do
i'm running out of money my parents won't pay for anything
they are definitely not going to get me a phone
and i don't have a phone here so i guess i don't have a phone period
i am drinking more codeine and i am getting fucked up
fuck this shit man
fuck everything
i hate UCLA i hate Minni Jo

minni jo i hate you i hate you