Nov 30, 2004 08:45
I should listen to my gut instincts more often. I thought I could trust you and you broke my heart. You're always going to be too far out of my reach for me to hold you or want anything more than your friendship- and even that is a stretch after what you've done to me. You had an answer for everything didn't you? I wonder how many girls you've wrapped around your little finger. And making me feel guilty, making me feel bad for ever doubting you. I'm so stupid, I should have known all along. I am guilty. Guilty for making such a stupid idiot out of myself, guilty for hoping you could ever just settle for me.
Maybe it's the other way around. Maybe I don't want to settle for you. You and your lies, you and those other girls, you and the 50,000 fucking promises that come with your lips. Keep those lips, those lies, those promises. You know where you can shove them. You know where the door is. Get out of my life.
Oh honey, this will never last.