digesting
wow, not really knowing what to say. All i can do now is just sit back and digest what comes. This world is fairly fucked up and as we all know can kick ur fuckin ass at times. It is hard to understand people and the way they are, but all that says to me is if you cant do it then it is not ment to be. There is no set rules of life that say if you have a hard time and need some help that it is illeagle to ask. Regardless if you may think it will work or not, you will never know if you try. I am still very lost at the moment but im am feeling that i am close to coming to an end of a little experiment in my mind. I never went in with a hypothesis because with life you really cant. Things are wierd and very fucked up but the more i learn about it i learn that i really dont want to know any more. Somtimes results are scary and to te point where i get relaly scared and then sometimes they are jsut results nothing good or bad. Im not any scientist by any sort but it does not mean i cant look at life from this perspective. Very wierd we all are.
Jonathan
Jonathan