It's about time...
I feel like an update is necessary. So much has happened, I really don't know where to begin.
My last entry was friends only.. and I was thinking about making my whole page friends only.. but right now I really don't care at all so whatever. But I guess everything was resolved.. sort of.. I mean, they were just kind of ignored.. and passed over.. which is sometimes for the better.. but I still can't help wish that things were.. different.
Some of my friends are dreading the day we graduate. Liana barely lets me mention it. Honestly, I can't fucking wait. Because I promise to make sure I keep in touch with anyone who I REALLY CARE to keep in touch with. I could not imagine my life without certain people I see everyday at school.. Liana, Beth, Audz and Gabz.. and so many more I don't have to sit here and name them, plus they know who they are. And okay I do like Carver as a school, but school is just so completely horrible I absolutely hate school in general. I could go on and on about everything little thing I just despise, but I know that no one wants to sit here and read it. I just dread school. Waking up at the crack of dawn, and hours of homework. It's BEING at school and being with my FRIENDS that I don't mind. Usually.
I love journalism, though. I am definitely taking it next year. And LX SMITH WILL BE IN MY CLASS!!! I can not flippin wait, but the only thing is that we will have to be.. hmm.. serious. Because it's not math. Haha. But it will still be madd awesome. And I hope Beth decides to take it too. And ELLE is taking it, so yayyy.
But anyways in journalism we currently have been working on two projects- observation of a prime (mine was dance) and personality profile. I was randomly assigned to interview a junior Rebecca in theater. Everyone always tells me that in life I'll work with people who are easy to work with, and people who are not so easy to work with. And I just have to say, she was the most cooperative person I have ever had to work with. Plus she was so nice and smart and funny and interesting. I actually sat down for two hours and listened to the entire tape that I had asked her to record for me. And it is definitely really nice to get to know completely personal information and just weird things about total stragners. Plus, Alex Smith got to get out of his health class to talk to me about Rebecca so that was fun, heh.
I have a lot more to say but I'm not going to. Instead of boring people with my own life, here's something that I think anyone who comes to my page should read.
If anyone remembers Ms. Virago from Sudbrook... well apparently she had three people left in her family-- her son, and both of her parents.
And she let her son sleep at her parents house.
And they all died in a fire.
That is just absolutely horrible. I can't even imagine it.
I HATEEEEEEE when people make jokes about ANYONE dying, especially about cancer. NO ONE "DESERVES" TO DIE. Maybe they need to get things straight, maybe they need to stop being fucking assholes. But unless you are Hitler or anyone equal or close to him, you don't DESERVE to die. And no one should joke about "hopefully he will have cancer and die." Fires are such horrible things. Cancer is such a horrible thing. People have made so many jokes about dying lately. I HATE IT. Some people really don't know how fucking lucky they are... I REALLY DON'T THINK YOU WOULD SAY SUCH STUPID THINGS IF IT WAS YOUR SON AND PARENTS WHO DIED.
Anyway. I have so much to do, but what else is new. I'm so glad we got off of school 3 hours early. I didn't have that stupid chem test. So yay.
Oh and one more thing... I'm terrified for next year. How the fuck am I ever going to handle three AP and a GT class? Mr. Snyder warned us about how much harder AP is than GT. And I'm barely making it through this year. I'm going to be a high school dropout, I know it. And it's going to be Andrew Behar's fault, for making me realize just how much my seven page story SUCKS. I think I'll stick to letting Beth and Audrey edit it.
ehh, sorry this is so long. =/
My last entry was friends only.. and I was thinking about making my whole page friends only.. but right now I really don't care at all so whatever. But I guess everything was resolved.. sort of.. I mean, they were just kind of ignored.. and passed over.. which is sometimes for the better.. but I still can't help wish that things were.. different.
Some of my friends are dreading the day we graduate. Liana barely lets me mention it. Honestly, I can't fucking wait. Because I promise to make sure I keep in touch with anyone who I REALLY CARE to keep in touch with. I could not imagine my life without certain people I see everyday at school.. Liana, Beth, Audz and Gabz.. and so many more I don't have to sit here and name them, plus they know who they are. And okay I do like Carver as a school, but school is just so completely horrible I absolutely hate school in general. I could go on and on about everything little thing I just despise, but I know that no one wants to sit here and read it. I just dread school. Waking up at the crack of dawn, and hours of homework. It's BEING at school and being with my FRIENDS that I don't mind. Usually.
I love journalism, though. I am definitely taking it next year. And LX SMITH WILL BE IN MY CLASS!!! I can not flippin wait, but the only thing is that we will have to be.. hmm.. serious. Because it's not math. Haha. But it will still be madd awesome. And I hope Beth decides to take it too. And ELLE is taking it, so yayyy.
But anyways in journalism we currently have been working on two projects- observation of a prime (mine was dance) and personality profile. I was randomly assigned to interview a junior Rebecca in theater. Everyone always tells me that in life I'll work with people who are easy to work with, and people who are not so easy to work with. And I just have to say, she was the most cooperative person I have ever had to work with. Plus she was so nice and smart and funny and interesting. I actually sat down for two hours and listened to the entire tape that I had asked her to record for me. And it is definitely really nice to get to know completely personal information and just weird things about total stragners. Plus, Alex Smith got to get out of his health class to talk to me about Rebecca so that was fun, heh.
I have a lot more to say but I'm not going to. Instead of boring people with my own life, here's something that I think anyone who comes to my page should read.
If anyone remembers Ms. Virago from Sudbrook... well apparently she had three people left in her family-- her son, and both of her parents.
And she let her son sleep at her parents house.
And they all died in a fire.
That is just absolutely horrible. I can't even imagine it.
I HATEEEEEEE when people make jokes about ANYONE dying, especially about cancer. NO ONE "DESERVES" TO DIE. Maybe they need to get things straight, maybe they need to stop being fucking assholes. But unless you are Hitler or anyone equal or close to him, you don't DESERVE to die. And no one should joke about "hopefully he will have cancer and die." Fires are such horrible things. Cancer is such a horrible thing. People have made so many jokes about dying lately. I HATE IT. Some people really don't know how fucking lucky they are... I REALLY DON'T THINK YOU WOULD SAY SUCH STUPID THINGS IF IT WAS YOUR SON AND PARENTS WHO DIED.
Anyway. I have so much to do, but what else is new. I'm so glad we got off of school 3 hours early. I didn't have that stupid chem test. So yay.
Oh and one more thing... I'm terrified for next year. How the fuck am I ever going to handle three AP and a GT class? Mr. Snyder warned us about how much harder AP is than GT. And I'm barely making it through this year. I'm going to be a high school dropout, I know it. And it's going to be Andrew Behar's fault, for making me realize just how much my seven page story SUCKS. I think I'll stick to letting Beth and Audrey edit it.
ehh, sorry this is so long. =/